Cut chort from a headache

So today President Obama presented Bill Russell with the Presidential Medal of Freedom.  I don't really have much to say about it other than I thought it was pretty cool...  A few days ago I was rocking out in the car and I started pondering the bands that I believe I NEED to see live before I cease to exist, or them.  My all time favorite band is the Red Hot Chili Peppers (shout out to Marcus Spano, you got me hooked back in HS bro) and I have already seen them.  Anyways, I was pondering and then I realized that the list is ever changing as there are always new bands forming and new music being made and I am a perpetual music lover so my list was inevitably temporary.  Happy belated Valentine's Day to everyone!  I think it is a retarded holiday.  A scheme for the greeting card companies, but if you are in love then good for you, I wish you the best.  There is a certain lady in my life that I have feelings for, but it is a weird situation.  I know she cares about me and I know we both find each other attractive and we have good chemistry but we just can't seem to let ourselves fall completely in love.  Personally, I have commitment issues and I have no idea why.  At times I feel like the loneliest guy in the world, I haven't had an honestly real serious girlfriend in seven years.  It does get lonely but other times, I wouldn't have it any other way.  I fear she is the same way and we might pass up on something that is potentially great, or worse, it may have already passed us by and we only view each other as quick fixes for comfort when desired.  TTYL blog world.  I need some followers.